No rain i....

at times like tis i see..
the trees and the bees..
silently i wish for thee..
my love my life my destiny
how i wish to be free..
let me make love 2u, i plea..

belly dancer

there are times
life is so redundant
in my darkness
you are my lantern
the very thought of you
and my day will brighten
your grace smile beauty and dance
is pure with excellence

painful..

missing you is so excruciating painful
like drops of water on an open wound
feel of your presence makes me feel cool
will you be gone forever and never found
in your absence i'll remain a romantic fool

my nights are no longer good without you
if i ever dream i want to dream only of you
i wish you will come make my dreams true
but you have chosen to remain cruel
yet i remain loving you like a broken fool

potential flames

the wind cries out your tender name
your face intrudes my mental frame
i love you and there's not a single shame
but we are so apart and who's to blame
for i actually fear the potential flames
if i come closer to this beautiful dame

thoughts of you clears my confused mind
intruding images of you makes me feel fine
times of sadness, it is you i wanna find
so very pure so sure and so refine
darling you are my special kind
you are my bright sunshine

my angel

the wind whispers your name
soothed my soul and cured my pain
your presence set me free and unchained
your absence always drives me insane
oh let me feel you again n again

these sins of joy
were never ever my ploy
i feel the wings of freedom
when we are in our kingdom
for you my silent angel
i would cross all danger
to steal a moment of a lifetime memory
my angel

painful bliss

my ignorance is a painful bliss
at times you seems so brutal
maybe i have made you pissed
have i been an absolute bother
or have i lost that passionate kiss
you are always so lovely and tender
but i am now out of your list
i pray that it's not forever

alone in despair

Alone in a house of total despair
Stone in hours I can't seem to bear
Trapped in tis life that's so unfair
Yet the bonding's too good to tear
It's your life I truly wanna share

I have this emptiness thinking of you
All i think of is wanting you
Nothing I do seems to be meaningful
Feel so down and so low
Feel like a fool

the wind cries your name

the wind cries your name
i see your face in my mental frame
i love you and there's no shame
but we are apart and who's to blame
for you fear the potential flames

in solitaire i indulge in poetry of dare
and send it to the air for people i care to share
in this moment i seek for you to be my pair
hope and pray that you will treat me fair
but you are forever and never there

thoughts of you always clears my mind
emergence of your image made me fine
whenever i feel sad, it's you i always find
so pure so sure and always so very refine
darling you have been a very special kind
in moment of darkness, you been my sunshine

feeling so alone and sad

in the morn i looked at the blue skies
my heart mourned and long for you
when night falls, my heart wanna cry
my love is gone and i feel all in blue
all my desperations remained unreplied

my princess has gone to the ground
my princess is no where to be found
from daybreak i couldn't hear her sound
for she's keeping busy seeking her crown
and i am left here alone in a silent town

i am feeling so lonely and so sad
people smiling after stabbing you at the back
it is with people like you that i feel glad
but you have left me without even a text
in solitaire i console that you are not so bad

all action..no conversation..no pretension..

loving you is the best thing in my life
with you i always seems so alive
truly wish that you could be my wife
you have been my queen in the hive

in the vigil of the night
i waited for you to come into sight
craving for you to make tis life right
only you can end my day with pride
mentally i have been putting a fight
emotionally my feelings cannot subside

but i am here
and you are there
wish we have no fear
together we dare share
unleashed the love and passions
in our manner our very own fashion
all action..no conversation..no pretension..

lost in my home

to hell with dreams
i have been in opaque
darkness without a beam
makes me feel like a freak

for you i have continue to dream
for you i have continued to be lost
i have written songs without a theme
i have been fighting without a cause

i fell from the bottom of my feet
i can't stop myself from defeat
i have crumbs between my teeth
i continue to walk when i should sit

i feel the rain on a sunny day
lost myself in my own home
is this how you make me pay
to live a life of absolute doom

lonely and cold

when i am feeling down
when i am depressed
when i feel like a clown
when i am hard pressed

your image came to mind
i feel your sweetness
glad that you have been kind
i miss your gentle tenderness

in my mind in my soul
i have been looking for your love
whenever i am lonely and cold
i wish to do what my heart told

farewell my concubine

i bid thee farewell my concubine
i bid you well my mistress
though it's you i want to combine
it's you i seek when in distress

somehow we have past our prime
our pleasure together just a dream
seems like it was in another time
memories of your desire made me beam

i hid in the corner of your life
waiting for you to come alive
you are neither a concubine or wife
you are my love and my hive

come back to me i pray

gliding through the time in a space
suffering i walk through my days
i feel the caress of your gentle face
i am lost without you in a sad way

the evening breeze caress my empty soul
the morning mist evaporating away
now your warmth has turned so cold
i beg you please please do let me stay

the music is noise to my ears
the sound of silence drumming away
every minute your voice seems so dear
come back to me i plea and pray

down memory lane

the sunset brings me down memory lane
darkness falls over me gradually
your absence continue to give profound pain
i crave for your presence daily

i walked the day like a lost zombie
i slept the night like a disturbed baby
how i wish you will set me free
before tis cravings 4u makes me crazy

when will you reappear to set free tis fire
when will you release me from tis torture
i am lost in love and waiting to be wired
but you have left me for greener pasture

a silent pain

open up and let me in
take me in and take me high
all this while,where have you been
every moment with you i fly

i come with the touch of your thigh
like a virgin child in his first night
tis feeling makes me wanna cry
forever you make me feel tight

tis poem of my dream
is merely an art a theme
the rainfall again and again
i crave for you in silent pain

come as you are

come take me high
come open up my fly
come don't be shy
after the come i sigh

this is what make's our life
why confine to thy wife
why must we strife
after the loving i feel so alive

you make life great
you are my life's break
do take what it takes
only the weak are straight

pleasurable pain

i feel you so silky and soft
moist and wet in between
in the silence i hear you cough
you are nothing i have ever seen

then i feel a sharp pain
you cut into my skin
then i hear the sound of rain
i see your nipples standing in pink

again i am in pleasurable pain
you take me high on another plane
this feeling i so wanna sustain
i wish it could go on like the train

wheneveningcomes

when evening comes
she will comes to me
eyes i can't bear to see
oh how could this be

comes a time
when we are not in our prime
it will be such a crime
where you only exist in my sublime

why should you be my concubine
why can't our life combine
am i really so out of line
with you i have always feel fine

memories relive

somewhere in time
our destiny met in space
somehow we both chime
we have our world our space
a love of a lifetime
i am so obliged to your grace

since then it's you i live..
your memories forever cherished
what can i do or give
before this love perished
your reappearance is a relief
your presence always relish

angel you fly into my dream again

breezy morning made my day
freezy cold through the night
latent feelings in subtle display
absolute peace without a fight

angel you fly across the ocean
display a feeling of unison harmony
soothing like the sound of accordion
synchronize a soul lost and lonely

angel you fly into my life again
tis moment of a lifetime
you free me of all agony and pain
how i miss the love of our prime

you can never be erased

you imprisoned my soul
i wallow in my sorrow
i wish to do what my heart told
instead it's memories i borrow

your images embedded in my mind
i am forever a prisoner of love
i wonder why you are so unkind
forever in my mind you are my dove

symbol of peace, innocence and gentleness
my dove has flown to another place
quietly i pray for a life of calmness
in my life you can never be erased

forever you are gone

breathless you kissed me so intense
your hesitance i can clearly see
your bite so immediate my desire incense
how i long to make you break free
and love you the way we were destined
the way we were forever meant to be


i freed you from the rules of today
free you from garments to garments
inside you i shall forever stay
in your absense i shall always lament
i have often wished and prayed
that God free me from tis predicament

it's your love i need and i have learned
tis love i must keep and treasure
this precious love i failed to earn
i got lost in my daily pressure
in time your love had turned
forever i am lost in your pleasure

you turned cold

forever you are always in my arms
forever tou are always in my mind
forever you bring me a breeze of calm
forever you choose to be unkind?

why do you chhose to be distanced
why must you make me lost my soul
there's so much of you i need to learn
i wanted your warm but you turned cold

i hear you from a mile

my love's like an old nolstagic tune
i can hear you from a mile
i dreamt of you from december til June
then i have to breath for awhile

while rocks may melt beneath the sun
gigantic glaciers may turn dry
my love for you i will never run
i will be around whenever you cry

though distanced but i am always near
in your absence you are always seen
when you are in trouble i seems to hear
for you my Darling! my path's always green

i see your face again

misty morn on my window panes
i see your face again and again
am i slowly goin insane
why am i in excruciating pain
how i wish we walked the same lane
how i love the nolstagia of the rain

the truth lies in your eyes
the pain is there to stay
the longing for you makes me cry
patiently i wait for the day
i shall love you honestly from the sly
and wait for you all the way

free me from pain

if you read my theme

it is death i dream
if only you could give me a beam
then love will live again

if i could only sell my soul
it's your love i wanna consume
melt you when you are ice-cold
together we shall rhythm and tune

if you choose my death
just let me live once again
to feel your warmth and breath
free me from tis perpetual pain

love you til death

you have deliberately broken my heart
if only you could see me now
my heart body and soul in parts
still you choose to be foul

you have consciously stay apart
knowing i am sizzling mad inside
my love! how should i start
my love 4u! i cannot hide

you are punishing me til death
knowing how hard and cold you are
i will only call you in my last breath
hear me and know how i ve cared

dream

a breeze flows
cool and slow
and you follow
into my dream

i dream of you
leading me thru your sacred field
my lifetime thrill
you only give a few

few had melt tis heart
some can't even start
would have possess you but..
you have left tis dream

love hidden

love forbidden
the passion, the truth and the lies
all hidden
the sight of your eyes
your feelings all written
wherever you may now be
it's your image i continue to see
the little smiles you sneak to give
is the reason for me to live
whether you are far or near
i will always wait for you year by year
i long for the sight of your sweet face
and live to fall into your embrace
in your absence i feel so weak
day by day it's you i seek

cruelty

you consume my nights and days
glimpses of your face continues to play
i have been your prisoner til today
choice of many paths but not a way

darken my heart tis maiden of my soul
you empty my heart with a plow
beneath tis pulse emptiness grows
darkness falls where it use to glow

morning dew upon the cow grass
little birds chirping in their nest
a romance falling like a fallen crest
only pain and agony remains til last

forever you are in my mind

Beneath the Secret Shade
you were my lifetime prize
but then you slowly fade
silently i show no surprise

fading voice and confused mind
the wind gently whispered 'My Love'
so sweetly you can be so unkind
so easily traces of love be removed

now you are just a ghost
forever your memory haunting
without you tis soul is forever lost
a great love fizzles off without an ending