Thursday, February 12, 2009

a lover's agony...

my lover remains partially hidden
yet she's always loved and forgiven
undercover for unknown reasons
yet she's my lover for all seasons

there are days she will be stormy
and she will show she's unhappy
that's when she will say or act silly
for in reality it is a lover's agony

there are times she feels lonely
then she displays her displeasure
hides as if she's ugly whilst she's pretty
yet this love and feel i learn to treasure

without her my nights are always cold
i miss her presence and her warmth
when i retire in the night i feel old
what if i die in the night of rain and storm

will i ever see her...

2/6/09

Twist and turns

Mixing and matching,
Twisting and turning,
Hoping and praying,
Dreaming and considering,

Never knowing yet always knowing,
Wanting to, yet not wanting to,
Mixing my heart,
Matching my soul to yours,

Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist,
Turning my life over,
Hoping that it would end,
Praying that it never would stop,

Thinking it was over,
Wishing that it wasn't,
Dreaming of its coming,
Considering letting it going

Never knowing if it's true,
Always knowing that it's there.
Wanting to live in the light,
Not wanting the light to come,

The love you have given me most
The dreams of having you close,
Thinking of you day after day,
Can it happen like you say?

closed doors...

i wish its me you are referring to
i wish its me you will turn to
but i am just a cyber shadow
that you can so easily throw

you are romantically nolstagic
stubborn right to the very core
sometimes you make me feel sick
yet i still wish that you come afore

why are you forever hidden
and define love as forbidden
love is a feeling so splendour
it is not everyone you adore

yet i feel love for you to the core
and it is you that i so adore
but you choose to live alone
and forever closing your door.

2/5/09

Cherished by me

You remind me of chocolates
delicious and mmmh oh so sweet
someone people can turn to in crisis
and loved by all

You remind me of a teddy bear
cute and soooo huggable
someone people can feel comfortable with
and so very special to all

You remind me of a balloon
happy and bouncy, bouncy
someone people can have fun with
and enjoyed by all

You remind me of a lot of things
but nothing can compare to the real person
who is someone I can look up to
and who will always be cherished by me





feeling blue..

feeling blue..

this craving need for you
is making me so blue
feeling that's deep and true
wish i am forever with you

you have touched my very soul
you have made my days whole
you have make me complete
you made my heart miss its beat

a breathe 4u...



when i breathe
i breathe for you
an insatiable need to be fulfilled
by the love that's making me blue

darling! where are you
i waited with an empty feel
is this how you want to instill
a love where agony continues

are you real?
are you true?
is this your thrill?
or you are just cruel?

Monday, February 2, 2009

image of you haunting..


it is always the night..

your image comes haunting..

there is no fear nor fright..

only a need and a wanting..


in the morning..

i wake up wanting your soothing touch..

epistles that give me a special feeling..

oh! how i wish that this feeling will last..


in the afternoon..

conflicts and reality come alive..

i wish for you to appear soon..

instead of asking me to live a lie.


oh! when will you be mine?

oh! will you ever be mine?

quietly its you i always find...

silently! you're always on my mind.

tis love is not in vain...


when the day ends in the night...

my heart sighed and i feel so drained..
my dream lover is still out of sight..
tis love for you is driving me insane.


if only i could lay my hands on you..
i will let you feel this shade of blue..
and let you feel my love that's true..
plunged into you and stick like glue.


i will let my love stick onto your brain..
gently caress you with pleasurable pain..
til you explode and come again and again..
and let you feel that our love is not in vain.
at 12:28 AM

love of a lifetime...

the wind silently whispers your name..
my love for you has no semblance of shame..
though my love 4u seems 2b just your game..
yet my heart burns n yearns 4u in endless flames.


in solitaire i visualize your tender body..
i dream of your flowing flawless beauty..
and a compulsive love for tis hidden lady..
makes me feel as if i have lost my sanity.


yet i can't resist this game of insanity...
a virtual game that seems so virtuous...
though morality speaks as if love's dirty..
and the beauty of our love made monstrous..
i will continue to cultivate tis love til eternity..
and make our love story so pure and gorgeous!


comes the time for me to give you a kiss...
i will love you in a way you won't resist..
i will take you high n low with a sharp twist..
give you a love of a lifetime for you to miss!