a lover's agony...

my lover remains partially hidden
yet she's always loved and forgiven
undercover for unknown reasons
yet she's my lover for all seasons

there are days she will be stormy
and she will show she's unhappy
that's when she will say or act silly
for in reality it is a lover's agony

there are times she feels lonely
then she displays her displeasure
hides as if she's ugly whilst she's pretty
yet this love and feel i learn to treasure

without her my nights are always cold
i miss her presence and her warmth
when i retire in the night i feel old
what if i die in the night of rain and storm

will i ever see her...

2/6/09

Twist and turns

Mixing and matching,
Twisting and turning,
Hoping and praying,
Dreaming and considering,

Never knowing yet always knowing,
Wanting to, yet not wanting to,
Mixing my heart,
Matching my soul to yours,

Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist,
Turning my life over,
Hoping that it would end,
Praying that it never would stop,

Thinking it was over,
Wishing that it wasn't,
Dreaming of its coming,
Considering letting it going

Never knowing if it's true,
Always knowing that it's there.
Wanting to live in the light,
Not wanting the light to come,

The love you have given me most
The dreams of having you close,
Thinking of you day after day,
Can it happen like you say?

closed doors...

i wish its me you are referring to
i wish its me you will turn to
but i am just a cyber shadow
that you can so easily throw

you are romantically nolstagic
stubborn right to the very core
sometimes you make me feel sick
yet i still wish that you come afore

why are you forever hidden
and define love as forbidden
love is a feeling so splendour
it is not everyone you adore

yet i feel love for you to the core
and it is you that i so adore
but you choose to live alone
and forever closing your door.

2/5/09

Cherished by me

You remind me of chocolates
delicious and mmmh oh so sweet
someone people can turn to in crisis
and loved by all

You remind me of a teddy bear
cute and soooo huggable
someone people can feel comfortable with
and so very special to all

You remind me of a balloon
happy and bouncy, bouncy
someone people can have fun with
and enjoyed by all

You remind me of a lot of things
but nothing can compare to the real person
who is someone I can look up to
and who will always be cherished by me